It’s 0800 hours and the 88th Regional Readiness Command has reported for duty.
“Turn to the person next to you,” announces the voice on the PA system. “Ask, ‘Are you thinking of killing yourself?'”
On this morning, there are no push-ups or jumping jacks. No one’s learning how to disable a roadside bomb or survive a chemical attack. Instead, the focus is on suicide awareness and prevention.
In 2004, the U.S. Army reported 12 suicides; last year, 143. At this point in 2009, more soldiers have lost their lives to suicide than have been killed in combat.
In light of these numbers, the Army ordered what it calls “a service-wide stand down,” giving suicide prevention training priority over everything else.
“Typically in the military, commanders took care of their soldiers. If somebody got a broken leg, we fixed it. Now we’re realizing all of the other things we have to do to help take care of our soldiers,” said Lt. Col. Cynthia Rasmussen, a combat stress officer for the U.S. Army Reserve at Fort Snelling.
For years, Rasmussen has been the one soldiers have turned to when they feel like life just isn’t worth living.
It’s not hard to see how the horrors of war can affect one’s well being. What is difficult, said Rasmussen, is getting soldiers to reach out for help when they need it.
“In the military you’re trained to be tough. You can’t let nobody know you’re weak,” said Staff Sgt. Charlotte Dubois, who spent a year in Iraq.
When the native of Trinidad and Tobago returned to Minnesota, she struggled to fit back in.
“I felt alone,” Dubois said. “When I looked at everybody, I felt more or less like, ‘Ok you guys have no idea what we’ve been through over there.’ Everybody is laughing and having a good time. But at the same time you don’t want to deal with nobody. There were times I couldn’t sleep at night. I would have dreams. I would wake up sweating, just feeling hopeless.”
Still, she was afraid that asking for help would ruin her military career.. Continue reading →